Anything goes…

I much as I really want to say something like “Marvelous!” or “Excellent!” or “Bellisima!” , my mouth would not move. It just wants to say that it was a good movie. I thought of a lot of ways to destroy the flick but since I’m a fan of the book, I would not do it here.

I say it’s just a nice date movie for those couples who don’t mind hearing little mushy stuffs every twenty minutes or so. It’s a not a movie that was made for the Oscars nor the critics to acclaim but mainly and most specially for the millions of screaming Twilight fans. Guys my just watch it because their girlfriends read the book or they are a Rob Pattison fan.

As for it’s accordance to the book, the development was really fast, some of the important things like Bella cooking for his father, the time it took Bella & Edward to find the meadow and some conversations between Edward & Bella in the Volvo while going to school were omitted. The story in the movie was fast as if Edward and Bella already had known each other before they’ve met while in the book it took quite a while for Edward to get to speak to Bella. The supposed to be powerful line, “And so the lion fell for the lamb.” was acted so-so. I expected a more intense exchange as it was in my imagination. In my opinion, they should have extended the movie for half an hour or maybe for an hour for that character development.

For the highlights, the fun started at the baseball scene up to the last. What movie has shown Vampires playing baseball? I gotta say that the Cullen’s abilities were by the book. The Edward-James fight scene was something that cannot be missed. James was held by Edward’s brother’s, Alice broke his neck and then burned in the ballet room while Bella was trembling because of the venom. The last scene was the most romantic where Edward & Bella got to dance. I thought they were floating when Edward put Bella to stand on his feet as said in the book but it looked like they were just dancing as is, no whirling.

And oh, I just cannot just let this pass because major in biology: it is the scene where Edward and Bella were checking out the onion cell stages. They were just passing the microscope without MOVING the slides! It is impossible to find ALL cell stages in just one field of view for some very important reason. Believe me. No matter how good one is or has a PhD in Biology like my Genetics teacher, we will still have a hard time identifying the stages in a snap!

My sister is excited for New Moon but so am I!

I took this picture of MacArthur Park on a rainy afternoon with my friends.

It was cold (but not freezing though) and the air was filled with moist. We were talking about the storms which are currently devastating our lives but we did not mind the rain. In fact, we were glad it rained. It was a blessing. A sign that God’s blessing are still showering upon us and that He approves and watches every major step we take.

I believe that everytime it rains, God is giving a sign. A very hard windy rain when He does not want me to go out, a light rain then falls when I’m happy and a noisy windless rain when I’m crying on my pillow. So I am always thankful when it rains eventhough some may find it weird. Plus I do not want a hot environment. I would rather prefer making out in the tundras.

When I am with my love on a rainy day, it makes me very happy. I can hold the umbrella -ella -ella -ella for him so we can be close and then steal a glance whenever he does not look. I do not also mind if it is cold because we can warm each other. (If you know what I mean. Joke!)

I am thankful for rainy days, it makes me look forward for the sunny days.

If you’re experiencing a rain in your life, let it fall and dance with it. Nobody will know you’re having a hard time.

I don’t want to long for guys who are utterly strong because they make me look weak. I don’t want guys to rescue me all the time. I can do things myself and my gurlies!!!

I just started my thesis. Hey-ho. I’ll be busy in the next few weeks. And the guy above is all I’ll be thinking of.

It’s almost Christmas. Where’s my Christmas gift? Where’s my mistletoe kiss? Where’s my baby?

There are a lot of things to cry with this Christmas.

Specification: Product Inno3D Geforce FX 5500 Inno3D Geforce FX 5500
Chipset Geforce FX 5500 Geforce FX 5500
Memory 256MB/128MB DDR 128MB DDR
Core Frequency 270MHz 270MHz
Memory Frequency 400MHz 400MHz
RAMDAC 350MHZ 350MHZ
Interface AGP 8x/4x AGP 8x/4x
Pixel Per Clock 2 2
Memory Bus 128-bit 64-bit
Max. Resolution 2048 x 1536 2048 x 1536
SLI Ready NA NA
Output 1. DVI 1. DVI
2. Standard 15-Pin D-Sub 2. Standard 15-Pin D-Sub

3. S-Video 3. S-Video

Product Inno3D Geforce FX 5500
Chipset Geforce FX 5500
Memory 256MB/128MB DDR
Core Frequency 270MHz
Memory Frequency 400MHz
RAMDAC 350MHZ
Interface PCI
Pixel Per Clock 2
Memory Bus 128-bit
Max. Resolution 2560 x 1600
SLI Ready NA
Output 1. DVI
2. Standard 15-Pin D-Sub

3. S-Video

Package Contents: Accessories 1. S-Video to Composite Cable
Software Bundled NA

System Requirments: 1. Microsoft Windows® 2000/XP
2. A AGP 8x/4x compliant motherboard with full size expension slot for AGP version
3. A PCI compliant motherboard with full size expension slot for PCI version
4. Installation requires CD-ROM or DVD-Rom drive
5. DVI or VGA compatible monitor

Note: 1. PCB, components, specification and packing are subjected to change without notice

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Delivers rock-solid forward and backward compatibility with software drivers. Simplifies upgrading to a new NVIDIA product or drivers because all NVIDIA products work with the same driver software. OpenGL® 1.5 Optimizations and Support
Ensures top-notch compatibility and performance for Open GL applications. NVIDIA® nView Multi-Display Technology
Advanced technology provides the ultimate in viewing flexibility and control for multiple monitors. AGP 8X Support
Provides double the bandwidth of AGP 4X (2.1GB/sec. vs. 1.1GB/sec). AGP 8X enables more complex models and detailed textures, creating richer and more lifelike environments. Uninterrupted data flow allows for smoother video streaming and faster, more seamless gameplay.

I resigned from my job, purchased my dream cam, locked my room and finished my animes. Well, there is alot more to do though. Retype my thesis, redo my thesis and finish my thesis. Thesis is all in my head right now. Again. Like duh. I’ve been trying to escape it for a year and three months. Oh look who’s counting? Yeah I’m THAT bothered.

My way of escape are my babies. My animes. My sugoi, kawai animes.

It’s a good thing I’ve quit my job, though. I’ve never been so stressed in my whole life.

I just finished watching Blood+ which is a good anime. My father thinks I’m odd watching violent animes because it really does not suite me. He really does not know that I have visions murdering Cueshe. Man, that band sucks! Copying Incubus’ The Warmth baselines into their song?!? That’s soooo pathetic. I wants their heads off with blood gushing fountaining on their necks! Hang them in a cellar where they would rut and nobody will find them but in hell!HAHAHA!!! Meanwhile back to the anime, I think it’s rather a cold love story between a Chiropteran (vampire) Queen and her chevalier. Too much slicing. The storyline involves genetic engineering and stuff that most guys don’t want to hear. I recommend it.

1. You will need a computer. (Of course.)

But make sure it has a wireless adapter installed. A wireless notebook adapter for laptops may it be built-in or external and a wireless PCI adapter for the desktops.

2. An internet connection.

Hmmm… Cable or DSL??? Does not matter. As long as it’s active and it’s there.

3. A router or an acess point.

Make sure that it’s also configured properly with the internet connection you have. They usually have a UI so just follow the instructions on the user guide and if you’re getting an ipaddress on the status page then maybe you’re good to go.

5. Personalize your wireless network.

If you do not know how to set this up then call tech support. It is also found at the router’s set-up page. Type in a name for your SSID and do not forget to secure it. And, for the love of God, remember your password or otherwise known as the network key.

6. Site your network.

The laptop comes with a wireless utility that manages the wireless card. Use it to find the name of your network and connect to it. If it’s asking for a network key then type it in. It is always recommended to secure the network. You don’t want anybody to be piggy-backing on your network, right?

7. Surf and slide.

Already connected to the wireless network? Great! Now you’re already Wifi. Look ma! No wires!!

I miss school.

Maybe I have left off for some side quests but I’ll be back for my main quest.

And if there is someone…

Then it must something worthwhile to witness.

What’s on my mind?

…is how to hug him from behind. Damn. There is no way that I can do that. Not unless… something impossible will happen.

Well life’s almost an RPG game… just ALMOST.

Weeks after wandering in a rural plain, I just want to press rewind. Play–rewind–play–rewind. Ahhh… The wonders of being free from work bondage even for a few days restore my life’s this and that. I just miss my gurlies, that’s all. Correction. Beautiful gurlies.

One can always count on friends. I do. Specially on heartaches.

I am still hurting. My heart is still bleeding. People around wonder why I got big breakouts now on my face. Maybe I’m too stressed or maybe I’m just making things complicated–again. I dont know. But I am not afraid of these feelings. I am so glad that I am not numb of the piercing dagger because I know that these feelings are real. The more I think about it though, the more it causes me to drown on melancholic thoughts. I try well to struggle my way out of it but I think I am planted on quick sand–sinking–sinking. The sad part of it though is that the only person who held the stick to pull me out is the same person who stabs the same spot of my heart over and over and over again.

I just exhaled a long breath of stress…

Dang this too much complications. Things are just going complicated. Complicate this and complicated that.

But all I really want to say is that:

I just wanna close his eyes and kiss him soundly on the cheek like I don’t care what the hell the world would say.

Tell him that there is no reason to be lonely no more and no reason to be left in the dark corner alleys.

(Don’t just stand there when I give a hug!! Hug me back, you idiot!)

Everything is all up to him. My everything is all for him now.