Love… Love… L’amour

Have you ever fallen in love with a god where you can feel constant pain and then everything turns out to be in vain?

Love is there to make; I’d rather not talk about it but I’m yearning to

I would rather be loved without being admired because all I need is love

True that it can be found in nice things and places but it cannot be without its light shining upon gloomy faces

I’ll do anything for love without return; a sacrifice that I’ll be seeking less and less for the world.

I’ve given out a bizarre importance to do nothing but love. And I find it strange that I would love nothing in the whole world.

There is nothing more I can bargain but my dreams which are laid under his feet. I wish he’ll tread softly because he’ll be stomping onto my dreams.

But love seems to be a mystery for when I think that I’m okay with the circumstances, doubt seems to come along.

I have been hurt because either that my affection is ignored or taken for granted but someday these waters will stop to flow and then dry. I could not help but wonder if that time comes, will he still remember me?

For if I have not got all of his love then it’s better that I shall never have it at all. One or zero.

I can see the possibility of total defeat in this game but I’m also seemingly aware of whether it’s going to be right or wrong.

It has been said that love takes those who have their minds and gives them to those who are dumb. I don’t have a mind and I know that I’m not that dumb.

If  I’m going to have his love, the fear of letting go will still be lingering for I know it’s very difficult to leave a long-cherished love. And I’ve learned that those who have the most power to hurt us are the ones we love. And what kills love, you ask? Words.

For I love deeply; and the more I give, the more I get, I guess both are bound to be along.

It’s also unwise to love deeply though, for the danger of turning it into selfishness. Holding on too tight might be depriving the air to breathe and grow.

I have loved with all my heart so many times, or thought I did, that each left my heart with long ache. But loving someone is not wrong and I am not sorry for it. All I did was love and will never forget.

I will continue to love as many for love has only one arch enemy and that is life’s hourglass.

I don’t really know too much about love. But to those of you who have loved knows the power it can give.

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Sometimes there is, sometimes there is not. There is a little but it’s faint. So what’s the real score? Am I the only who’s turning the page? Am I turning it too fast? Is there really something in the air that is left unsaid or am I just misreading the signs? Anyway, I just mean well and I’m just fine.

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1 Comment »

  1.   Emmy Said:

    on May 31, 2008 at 3:14 pm

    I love this, Sherry. Sooooo profound.

    My apologies, but I just couldn’t help snatching a line from this post and use it in my blog.

    At the same time, quoting you and mentioning you there is definitely inevitable.

    Keep writing, girl.

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